hi everyone :)

Moved to a new area cause had to leave my marriage-everything went wrong. But at least now I can finally smile cause I don`t have to worry. Friends do make a difference so would like to make new ones.

I am on this site under moo_moo_49 and when face book came on line on this site I lost all my friends but I still have a few.But everybody should friends. Even if everybody is different so here I join if you want to talk about tanything I on the site.

My Brother Jeff committed suicide2 months ago and my life will never be the same He suffered from schzophenia and stopped taking his medication.I talked to him the day he died and he gave me know clue he was depressed or even would consider such a life ending choice3.My heart is so broken I dont think I will ever get through this.If you knew my brother he was so highly intellegent charming so handsome .He had his own bussness in california.He came back to canada 7 years ago but his ilness became worse but the medication was working but Jeff hated the weight gain side effect since his favorite hobby was bodybuilding.
The most horrible thing beside his death was we thought he was working at his new job as a bouncer at a club in toronto so we did not find him dead until six weeks later.the horror of the scene and smell is so unbearable to deal with.Especially because he was my beloved brother.I dont know how to go on with my life.I love and miss him so much and I feel very responsible for not saving his life. I really want to try to heal from this

Hey group! I`d like to make some new friends. I`m in the process of moving from small town BC to big city Calgary. It`s exciting & frightening at the same time. I look forward to making some new friends...blessings!