YO to you to!!!! weekend again...whats up?

Dad is stable, severe dementia, in diapers, needs to be fed and changed etc., its harder on my mom I think...my kids, I hardly ever see them...my little one, she going to be 19 in aprill, still with dad, she never calls me, I call her once in a while, because i find it so hard to see her, so painful, at christmas time, the girls came to my moms place, just for a few hours, it had been a year since mom seen them....and when I went home, i wanted to stay in the garage with the car running, i felt so depressed...dealing with my family so broken up like that....I had to leave the house and go to Army`s...and when I`m with him, he hates listenning to me talk about my feelings, I told him on sunday morning that he is a lousy communicator, and does not listen to me when I speak about my pain, He hates listening to me, and that is one of my BIGGEST NEEDS from a partner....maybe its wrong on my part to want to get these feeling out with him, I should have friends I can do that with, maybe that`s what he thinks, But I want my partner to be my friend, not just a male figure to roll in the hay with, and go to the occasional outing together....so, as you can see, I feel our relationship is desin, disinte, des......falling apart! lol!!!! oh well, its painfulll, but i,ve been through so much worse, so if I have to end it I will, cause I don`t think he will...The situation with my kids is the bigest problem in my life right now.....Something like the fuc%?&( huge elephant in the middle of the room.....

Just gotta get my finances together...I have a trip reserved for feb 11 to Florida, some trip I won 2 years ago...I have to sit through a time sharing thing, but its a week in Orlando, and daytona, and I may have to cancel....too many things to pay off...I had a leased car that I returned last month, but I owe 1200. for over milage, then my bathroom has to get finished, my present bfd can,t do it, so I found someone else to do it....plus taxes coming up....aarrgghhh!!!!
But maybe I could come see you one weekend...it would be good for me to get away for a bit...I need to detach from everything...you know what I mean... ;)

You just got back, didn`t you!! and you`re going back in april!!!
Lucky you....What about you`re pictures from your last trip....

HOW TFAY!!!!
LOL!!!!
Hey, let me know about that trip....

Hi Annie, nice to hear from you. I`m doing great, a little more busy than I like to be though. Sorry to hear you are still not feeling good. Hopefully it will go away soon. Take Care.

I`m loving this site! Everyone`s so friendly, and there are so many great articles to read.

Yes I`m a law clerk.... I`ve thought about going back to school for paralegal. How long have you been a paralegal for? How do you like it?

I love mine to, yea it`s mild here too and i had mild cold for same reason, going out not properly dressed
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hey you long time no hear, are you all recovered

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GOOD MORNING! was your weekend a splendid one????

lol, no my hubby is her brother...but whatever, its all the same, we are family! :) Nice to meet you too!!

Jay and I are Sister in laws! But we have a lot more in common than her brother! lol. Thanks for adding me!

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