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too good to be true?
Monday, August 9 2010 at 4:58 pm
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So much for keeping up with my blog.. I was never really good at that kind of stuff.. I like writing when I need to get stuff off my mind, like right now! I feel like so many good things have been going on lately... when is something bad going to happen? I am up for my dream job and I have a really good chance of getting it, I may have found the perfect apartment, I got a new laptop from my dad for my birthday and I met an amazing guy! Something is bound to go wrong soon...
My big thing right now is this guy... He's everything I ever wanted..He makes me feel amazing and beautiful, and just makes me so happy. Problem is... He lives in Ontario and I'm in New Brunswick! We met on a online dating site, plenty of fish. He was bored in class and liked my profile and thought we could be friends, I wasn't going to bother but figured I was bored too so why not. We both went into this for just someone to talk to as friends since we both knew how far away we were, one thing led to another and now all we talk about is how much we want to be together and how much we like each other. He's planning on flying here to me for a weekend, the first weekend in September actually! I keep feeling like this is just a booty call or something, but then why would he come so far? What if he doesn't actually come and I get played... I have really fallen for this guy... He said that we're going to talk tonight about the plane, hotel everything.. so I guess I am just going to go for it... Nothing is going to happen if I don't try right? Is it even possible to do long distance in this situation...? I want to try... but I mean.. He's not done school for another 4 years, and where I live we don't have a Pharmacy degree.. There are so many what if's and insecurities that I have... If anyone has any advice or comments, anything! Please help me! |
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I'm going crazy
Monday, May 3 2010 at 4:41 pm
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This week is not off to a good start... I didn't get the job...so now I'm out looking for one...something I have never had to do before, jobs have always come to me. It's definitly tough.. On top of that...my grandparents are pushing school on me again..I want to..but I need to sort money out first and figure out what I want to do in life...I did the whole school thing without knowing what I wanted to be... it was horrible! And then my mom has started to open my mail, that MY mail! I was so pissed off.. that's not right. Yes I live with her.. but that doesn't mean she can invade my life like that, it was really personal stuff and illegal. I am just so sick of being at home.. I want my own place. As soon as I get a job, I'm moving out. Hopefully I can find another place that will accept my dog, but at this point if I don't get out soon I am going to actually go crazy.. |
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what to do..
Friday, April 23 2010 at 11:32 am
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| Hmmm.. what to do today... I'm kinda still in a bit of a funk... all I really want to do is stay home and read my new book...which is fantastic by the way! But I miss hanging out with my best friend and her daughter so I think I am going to spend the day with them... My little sister wants me to go out with her tonight....I don't really like her friends...and I don't think I am going to like the bar she is going to...It's the bar thats known for where to pick up cougars...that says it all..but I've never been so I shouldn't judge a book by it's cover...right..? Oh well... I'll at least do my hair and make-up nice. I really need to fix up my nails too! I'm thinking I am going to do a frech mani on myself and then add zebra print with a splash of colour! I'm really loving doing my nails and other peoples...especially with nail art..very sexy! |
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There goes my blog v-card...
Thursday, April 22 2010 at 2:20 pm
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Well...I've never really been big into this whole blog thing, but I have A LOT of extra time on my hands these days. I've been pretty low the last little while..getting let go of my job was a rough blow... I've always been someone who does above average when it come to work, and for the first time in my life I was below average...It was actually more hard on my ego than anything else. I am really hoping to get this office position... I know I could do amazing, I just don't think one of the guys that I would be working under feels the same way. I have a back up plan but I really want that office job! I can just think of all the cute outfits that I can wear! Just kidding.One nice thing about all this time off is that I get a chance to read again! I've always had a book on the go, but I haven't been able to really get into a book like I used to until now. I really should get some stuff done today though...I want to finish my spring cleaning and it's actually really nice out...maybe I can even get a tan today! Well I'm off, I don't think anything too exciting is going to happen today, but if there is, I'll probably write about it another day.. |
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