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too good to be true?
Monday, August 9 2010 at 4:58 pm
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So much for keeping up with my blog.. I was never really good at that kind of stuff.. I like writing when I need to get stuff off my mind, like right now! I feel like so many good things have been going on lately... when is something bad going to happen? I am up for my dream job and I have a really good chance of getting it, I may have found the perfect apartment, I got a new laptop from my dad for my birthday and I met an amazing guy! Something is bound to go wrong soon...
My big thing right now is this guy... He's everything I ever wanted..He makes me feel amazing and beautiful, and just makes me so happy. Problem is... He lives in Ontario and I'm in New Brunswick! We met on a online dating site, plenty of fish. He was bored in class and liked my profile and thought we could be friends, I wasn't going to bother but figured I was bored too so why not. We both went into this for just someone to talk to as friends since we both knew how far away we were, one thing led to another and now all we talk about is how much we want to be together and how much we like each other. He's planning on flying here to me for a weekend, the first weekend in September actually! I keep feeling like this is just a booty call or something, but then why would he come so far? What if he doesn't actually come and I get played... I have really fallen for this guy... He said that we're going to talk tonight about the plane, hotel everything.. so I guess I am just going to go for it... Nothing is going to happen if I don't try right? Is it even possible to do long distance in this situation...? I want to try... but I mean.. He's not done school for another 4 years, and where I live we don't have a Pharmacy degree.. There are so many what if's and insecurities that I have... If anyone has any advice or comments, anything! Please help me! |
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