Today was the tour and it was over whelming, we did not expect it to be as much as we thought, but I think that is good. Everything that I had thought it was and even more. To think that they prepare her for all the llife skills that she may need. But being a mom I don't think that I am ready to let go, but I know deep down I have to for her sake.She is wonderful that having no real friends, will eventually bring her down and she will probably resent me for not letting her take this oppertunity of a life time. She already felt at home there and met a few other girls, but I am scared. Is this normal? what do I do? if I decide to let her go am I being a bad parent? or am I looking out for her best interest? but I also feel that I am passing her off and not dealing with the situation myself.
I am so confussed and I need some advice..... I was ok until today aand now i am really mixed up, I thought that I could let her go and it would be fine but now i don;t know what I should do. Everything is so complicated that maybe I am just making it out to be to complicated. It could be that it is just so simple that I am over looking the answer, or i am just being to selfish to let her go? I just don't know now......
The tour was great, sorry i got off topic there, we saw almost everything and it seemed like the perfect school for her. The dorms in which she would stay is great, 7 girls and there is a small kitchen in the room. It is almost like a small appartment. The girls are seperate from the boys. and they have a night where they ( the girls in the room all go out horse back riding, bowling, skating or other things) it sounds so good. They have judo and other things at night for the kids and there is so much for her to do. Please help by sending some advice, is this a great thing or am I just passing the buck(so to speak)? |
