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Suicide Is Not Painless
Thursday, July 21 2011 at 12:07 am

 My Brother Jeff committed suicide2 months ago and my life will never be the same He suffered from schzophenia and stopped taking his medication.I talked to him the day he died and he gave me know clue he was depressed or even would consider such a life ending choice3.My heart is so broken I dont think I will ever get through this.If you knew my brother he was so highly intellegent  charming so handsome .He had his own bussness in california.He came back to canada 7 years ago but his ilness became worse but the medication was working but Jeff hated the weight gain side effect since his favorite hobby was bodybuilding.
                  The most horrible thing beside his death was we thought he was working at his new job as a bouncer at a club in toronto so we did not find him dead until six weeks later.the horror of the scene  and smell is so unbearable to deal with.Especially because he was my beloved brother.I dont know how to go on with my life.I love and miss him so much and I feel very responsible for not saving his life.
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